i am. i really am a nice person. i was raised to be polite.
sometimes i am too nice and give the wrong people too many chances all to be let down again.
i give people the benefit of the doubt way more often than i should.
the world and mean people, that weren't raised to be polite, have hardened me. makes me trust less. makes me call people out on their BS right off the bat. therefore makes me look like the mean one.
even though i had been nice to them many many times. i let them talk bad about me. take advantage of me too long. then, when i stand up for myself, i'm the bitch.
but have you ever asked yourself why?
what was it that you said or did?
what was it that you didn't say or didn't do?
i also fight my own battles. i don't have my parents or siblings do it for me.
i don't have my husband do it for me.
i do it. i say words and decide who i want in my life. i do it all on my own.
i am normally shy and quiet when i first meet you. a lot of people in my life have told me that makes me come across as stuck up and rude. OK?? think what you will. i'm just quiet natured.
when i am comfortable around you and we both know each other well i am pretty fun to be around. i love to laugh and joke and be sarcastic. i like to make people laugh and i like to have a good time.
so....if we aren't that way anymore, have you asked yourself why?
i don't just STOP doing those things if we are friends.
so when i hear rumors of how i treated you and you fail to mention why...i just have to laugh at the fact that you are trying to make everyone else think like you. i don't like the drama. i pretty much like everyone. unless you have wronged me or been hateful to me over nothing! petty petty BS is all it is.
so next time your husband or your BFF or your sister wants to gossip and figure out why for you
...be ready...
#soapboxfriday
#ihatedrama
#imnotinmiddleschool
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