I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry about child proofing my house. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a MOM. I had never been puked on, pooped on, chewed on, peed on. I had complete control of my mind and thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a MOM. I had never held a screaming child so the doctor could do test or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night to watch a sleeping baby. Before I was a MOM. I never held a sleeping baby because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces because I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a MOM. Before I was a MOM. I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to fe...